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On Emotional Barricades

Medication don’t do much.It just numbs the brainGET UP, Shinedown Yesterday I was at the pool talking about emotional repression and the repression of like… perceived social impropriety or standards or random things we internalize. We were saying we’re so pent up...

On Setting Love free

Letting go isn’t the easiest thing in the world, PARTICULARLY when you’re doing just fine in comfort. You can look around you and on the surface, nothing appears to be wrong. You have it.That successful career. The thriving business. The family. The house. The car.The...

On Force vs. Flow

I love being good at things.I love achieving and performing. It drives me. I want to be the best at everything. I want to learn everything I can about the world, so that I can use that knowledge to help improve it.I have this innate need to create harmony and make...

On Shame

When I was little, my mom dealt with a lot as a single mom. We weren’t the easiest kids, and my dad’s suicide left her alone to deal with a 9 year old, 5 year old and 1 year old completely solo.I didn’t learn til a few months ago that she almost uprooted our entire...

On Bailing

I like to consider myself a reasonably dedicated person. I make a commitment, I follow it through. There are sometimes mitigating circumstances to this. I don’t generally prefer to rely on others in my commitments, since I tend to find that others not only don’t...

On Evolving Love

Today is, was, would’ve been – technically is, our 14 year anniversary. We’ve always just known we’d be together since we started talking again – so we never regarded our wedding as anything but a piece of paper. (We were married 9 years ago tomorrow)....